Man I don’t know about you guys but Valentines Day is a huge downer for me. Not only is everyone sucking face as I walk down the hallways but I always feel left out and lonely. Guh. Stupid holiday.
Anyways so I have to write like a ‘Blogiography’ about my life for World Lit, using up to ten vocab words in a single vocab unit. Sound easy? I suppose. But it has to be 600 words. And add a song AND A PICTURE to it, too. Ugh.
Welp. I’d better get started.
Many people think that their education began in Preschool. I, on the other hand, think that it starts in Kindergarten.
It was the first day of going to Murdock Elementary, and I was as shy and as timid as I could be. The outside of the school looked banal, so I was sure that things wouldn’t be very interesting. My teacher was Mrs. Hawkins, an old, short woman. However, she was extremely kind to me and the other children. Anyways, it was the first day, and my dad came to meet the teacher. When we walked into the room together, I immediately hid behind my dad’s leg and clung to him, smiling shyly. When Mrs. Hawkins greeted me warmly, I was quite taciturn; I hid behind my dad’s leg and covered my face with his pant leg, still smiling. At that time, I wore glasses, and so did Mrs. Hawkins. Nonetheless, when she pointed that out, I still shied away. I warmed up to her quite quickly, however; and when I noticed the small ‘kitchen play set’ nearby, I immediately ran over to play with it.
As weeks passed, one day came when Mrs. Hawkins coherently stated that we would get a class pet. Ecstatic, we all began to babble about what it could possibly be; the very idea of getting a class pet was quite a largesse. Me being naive at the time, I immediately had the assumption that it was going to be a puppy. Hahaha. Oh man. I was so stupid.
Instead, we got a gerbil. The whole class eventually voted on a name: Kiara. Fascinated, I always wanted to hold her, so I resorted to picking her up while she was in her little cardboard tube… she was tenable enough when inside of it. 99.99% of the time, I wouldn’t get caught. But one time I got caught. I couldn’t hold Kiara for a week. Stupid assistant teacher lady.
I was quite the silent child; I eschewed from most of the kids in my class. I mostly played by myself on the playground, or with a few kids. I was also a very strange kid to be around. Thinking I could get attention, I acted strangely. I would growl like a dog (I still facepalm at that to this very day), and lick people. I swear, I was insane when I was a wee child. Instead of getting the good kind of attention, I got the negative kind. My insatiable need to be acknowledged by my peers caused me great grief. I became the object of people’s abusive words and mocking, not to mention the laughing stock of Kindergarten that would impact me in the long run. I’ll have to admit, kids in Kindergarten were quite carping when it came to kids that were ‘different’, in a sense. If I could go back in time, then I would go back to when I was younger, and I would act differently so I wouldn’t have to deal with so much bullying as I do now.
There are a few kids who I still see in the hallways nowadays; kids that were in the same class as I was in Kindergarten. Most of them are troublemakers, and they still are. I’m not going to give any last names, but some were named Joseph, Gabe, and Kyle. Those particular three had their own “gang” going on in Kindergarten. They were a tightly-knit group of friends, and I was occasionally the butt of their jokes and bullying antics. They were… quite invidious, to say the least. This was because I tried to emulate what they did; I wanted to be ‘popular’ like them. Of course, I did it the wrong way. Hence why I was bullied by them occasionally.
My life didn’t dramatically change until the Third Grade, but we’ll get to that part later.
As for the picture:
And as for the song, it would be ‘Art in Me’ by Jars of Clay.